TRIP

GOING TO GO SEE MY SON TRAVIS AM SO ANXIOUS AND EXCITED TO SEE HIM. IT HAS BEEN OVER A YR SINCE I HAVE SEEN HIM AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!
IT WILL BE A GOOD TRIP BC TRAVIS AND HIS LITTLE BROTHER RICKY WILL GET TO SPEND SOME TIME TOGETHER. AM HOPING THEIR FATHER WILL MAKE A TRIP TO HUTCH SO RICKY CAN SEE HIS DAD AND ALSO HIS STEP MOM. THEY HAVE NOT SEEN RICKY IN YRS. JUST WISH HIS DAD WILL JUST LOVE THIS BOY LIKE HE LOVES HIS OTHER ONES . HIS DAD IS MISSING OUT ON A GREAT KID .

Ricky

Happy Birthday to my wonderful special son who turns 17 today. Happy Birthday Ricky Mom Loves You!!!!
Well got ricky all registered for school and he starts on the 26th of august can't believe he is a junior.

venting

Well talked to my ex R and found out he sold my house in Quinter. He is such an ass to do that just bc he has to pay child support on little R. Which is only right and fair to little R. R supports his other sons so why not little R,he is still his son and should acknowledge the fact that he is,not leave him out of the picture or his life,he did father this boy and he needs to step up and act like a father and show this boy his love. Little R is a person and his son not just some figuerine he puts on a shelf and forgets about it. Big R thinks that little R doesn't know who his father is but he does little R remembers more stuff then anyone with his disability he remembers everything like a movie it is in his mind all the time and he even remembers his sister,he points to her picture. All I am asking is for his dad to be there,love this boy like he does his other sons, not more or less but the same.

School is out

Well school is out for the summer, and R is having so much fun with his trampoline.
It has been getting pretty warm here already,I am not ready for the really hot days, thanks for swamp coolers. LOL. Not much going on here but since T has been at his dads I have been on the back burner again. I wish H would not say that T is her son when he is not HER SON he is MY SON, SHE NEEDS TO REFER T AS HER STEP SON NOT SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trampoline

R got a trampoline and he loves it. A program here in colorado bought it for him along with a basketball hoop with a stand,and next week he is also getting a new matterss set from the same program. am going to attach a video of R jumping on his trampoline.

SUMMER

Well school will be out soon, R's last day is the 22nd of may. so I will need to find some fun things for us to do. I know one of them is swimming. Yeah I found a program that will pay me to stay home and be a cna mom that is so cool.
R had a really good year at school and he has such a good time and he loves school. Tomorrow he gets to go on a picinic and that will be fun for him.
But I am not sure if I am ready for the hot weather, it is getting hot already and it is only May.
Thank goodness we have a swamp cooler to keep us cool,more important to keep R cool so he doesn't overheat and get sick. well write more when new news is available.

SWIMMING

R WENT SWIMMIMG LAST FRIDAY THE 8TH TO THE OURAY HOT SPRINGS POOL.
HE HAD A BLAST AND HE ALSO GOT A LITTLE RED FROM THE SUN. BUT R LOVES THE WATER AND HE WOULD STAY IN THE POOL ALL DAY IF WE LET HIM. HIS TEACHER IS GOING TO SEND HOME PICS OF THE DAY AND SHE SAID SHE GOT SOME GOOD ONES SO I WILL POST THEM WHEN I RECIEVE THEM.

BITTER

People are wondering why I am bitter, Well let me tell you. My ex D does not acknowledge his son little R like he should. The past 3 yrs not a phone call on little R's birthday or a b-day card,present nor on christmas, but he remembers to for T. does not even call to see how his son is doing. and the last time I talked to D and told him about his son Little R having seizure's he seemed like he didn't care. All he could say was ok ok . On what I was telling him. At least I treat all my children the same and not leave one out of the picture.